I have too many reasons to walk.
There three babies that give me a reason to walk. Three babies who were expected long enough to be given names, three babies who were loved so much by so many people, three babies whose parents had to say goodbye when they said hello. Three babies who will never be forgotten.
I also know the pain of loss long before a name has been chosen. The pain that comes too shortly after the positive pregnancy test, enough time to have hope and then have them buried.